have you ever wondered?

have you ever wondered who that person is under their smile?
under their laughs?
have you ever wondered how a person was treated their childhood?
by their friends, parents, babysitters?
have you ever wondered what a person thinks when they're alone?
when they're with you or other people?
have you ever wondered if people can see what you've been through?
good or bad?
have you ever wondered who i am?
what i like?
have you ever wondered what i've seen?
and even heard?
have you ever wondered who that person is under their smile?

sometimes.

sometimes, i feel like i need to change something.
sometimes, i feel like i should be doing something different.
sometimes, i can be sad for all the things that have gone wrong in my life.
sometimes, i can try to move on from it.
sometimes, it gets to me.
sometimes, i feel like crying.
sometimes, i feel like i'm nothing.
sometimes, it all brings me down to where i can't think of anything else.
sometimes, when it brings me down i can't do anything.
sometimes, i want to crawl in a black hole and stay there.
sometimes, i just want to find who i am.
sometimes, i just want to be me.
sometimes, i want to be happy,

first week of school

My first week of school kinda sucked the first few days.
I mean having class at 7-7:50 and your next class 8-8:50 sucks.
That means you have to wake up so much earlier.
Also being in college you want to look good 24/7 so you gotta wake up earlier.
Anyways, my 7 o'clock class is english.
I have that tuesday, wednesday and thursday.
With mondays and fridays being my online 2 hour course.
The people in that class are kinda weird. I mean I don't really know about them..
Anyway, my 8 o'clock class is math.
I have that monday, tuesday, thursday and friday.
The people in that class annoy me so bad. I mean like, we're in a dumb math class.
So, stop acting like you know everything, then when you answer a question during class it's wrong.
Also, for the 65 year old man in my math class. TURN OFF YOUR PHONE!
The teachers asks you several times to do so.
Like, who are you texting? Your grandson?
Anyways, I regret being in such a hurry for my ACT, because I guessed on half of it.
I'm in classes with motards.
That is all.

black mail for the future!

i love this girl so much.
but this is for when she gets old. (:

LUPE FIASCO!

Lupe Fiasco came for the Twilight concert series.^ that's him.

anyways I went with the two coolest girls in the world. Jessica and Melissa. (:

^ ma gurlz.
but this night. I'm tellin' ya. it was amazing. the atmosphere and him. <3! awesome!!


here are some videos you should watch. (sorry about the screaming)

bright eyes. 8.11.11

I went to two of the twilight concerts up in SLC at Pioneer Park. The first time we went to see Bright Eyes. And by us, I mean Jessica and I.

this is a pic from that night. (:

this is a song they sang that's my favorite. (:

Scooby Snacks.

The other day Grandma, Grandpa and I went to Macey's. We were grocery shopping and I told them I wanted some scooby snacks.

and they kind of gave me a weird look. but I made them like it. (: but, anyways I went to get some and they were almost gone! so if you haven't tried scooby snacks go and try some! :D

3 weeks.

So, I was working on my third week of no soda. The first few days it sucked. I got really bad head aches. Then today, I was like having ONE soda wouldn't hurt. and I GOT A HEAD ACHE from it. I guess my body got use to not having soda. So, I think I'm going to continue on without soda. (:

starting over new

It's time for a new attitude; a new outlook on life. I need to start giving more chances. This coming up school year, my goal is to give everything a chance. It's time to finally meet new people as well as keep up with my current people and improve on those. I figure, here's the opportunity. So, if you have any suggestions or something you want to say comment. (:

"date night"

So, friday nights are what my grandparents call "date nights." They go out, have dinner, do some grocery shopping and come home and usually watch NCIS. But, since they've been doing work on the house they decided to move it to thursday. And today, thursday. Was my day off, so I joined them. We went to Goodwood. It was wayyy good. I got this yummy burger with steak fries. (I accidentally deleted the picture) but, they got this good pulled pork they let me try. but, you know what? It's actually nice going out like that with your "parents" and just having a good time. After we did that, we went to macey's and got food and such. While we were there, we went to redbox and got the adjustment bureau. It was a good movie; so, if you haven't seen it, I would suggest it.

After all this, grandma went to bed. And every night my grandpa and I have a routine. Once I get home. We watch this show called hogan's heroes. And when I have a bad day at work, we watch it and it's exactly how my grandpa says, "it clears the board for the next day."

So, that was my thursday. And my nightly routine. (:

war with lens crafters.

So, today at work while I was minding my own business, I got blinded by a light that hit my eyes. I was so stunned by this, considering how dark it is in Spencer's. As I looked outside of the door, I noticed the guy at lens crafters from across the hall had a mirror and was laughing. I told some of my fellow employees; and the same thing happened to them. So we decided it was pay back time. We opened this box that had a huge laser in it. Every time the people from there walked into the target zone, I shot the laser into their eyes. At this point guests and my fellow employee, Garret, were crowed around the door shooting lasers and laughing. I think we got the last laugh in this battle. Let's see what we uncover tomorrow in... SPENCER'S WAR WITH LENS CRAFTERS!!

summer 2011

I guess I should start at the part where I graduated. May 26, 2011; I graduated from Provo High. I'm not gunna lie, it's kind of surprising, considering how often I went to school/classes. The only part of school I didn't miss was Catering. 0 tarties, 0 absences. Anyways, back to after graduating.

I moved in with my grandparents shortly after. It's been a really good experience. I get to have lunch with my grandpa, uncle Brian, Aunt Kris and "niece" Aria on tuesdays. (: And also, a new addition. ben. (:

At the beginning of summer I started out with two jobs. I worked at Hot Dog on a Stick as the marketeer and also at Spencer's as a sales associate. Shortly after being promoted to Sales Supervisor at Spencer's. I quit my job at Hot Dog and now work full time.

When I have time I hang out with my friends and occasionally my boyfriend Chris. Those times have been fun. Sometimes it's hardto remember what exactly I do with my friends, but all I remember is we have fun.

Anyways, on to the boyfriend. This summer we have done a lot of fun things. Chris took me to this awesome aquarium. There was sting rays that you could pet. (we were both unsure about actually touching them.) And there was sweet jelly fish. Kind of like on Spongebob! There was this SICKKKK octopus, it was so cool looking! If you haven't been to the aquarium in Sandy, it's the place to go! more to of my summer with Chris, he also took me mini golfing on several occasions. The first time, I sucked, MEGA! After that it got easier. I now love mini golfing. Some of the best times with Chris are when we sit at his apartment, make dinner and watch netflix. Man! I love that boy!!

Onto more of now, I registered for my classes at UVU for this fall. I'm only taking two. (I know, I suck. but hey, I'm paying for it so I need to

work!) But, for fall semester, I'm taking just math and english. My major is Pre-dental hygiene. I'm not too siked for going to school, but that's okay. Currently, I'm working 40 hours a week, and it's great.. at times.

Pics from the Summer!

Now-a-days

I finally decided to start this thing up again, fresh. (:
But, yo, yo, yo. Ma name is LeeAnn, I try do to more than I can. I go to Provo High, I'm a senior so I'll wave this year goodbye. I try my best, and I can fosho ace dis test! haha. I'm kinda lame, considering I'm sitting here blogging. but, so far, my senior year has been awesome. I did super awesome first term, but not too well second term due to the fact that some teachers aren't exactly the best. I feel like I've made it a big way from my freshman year to now. My freshman year I did so horrible. My junior year is when I got my act together. And this year, I love my friends, love most of my classes, and just lovin' lyfeeeee. I've had pretty much the same teachers all throughout high school, and no, I haven't had to redo any of those classes. Graduating this year, 2011. It seems like unreal. It's hard to even think about how long ago my first day in kindergarten was. But, I like the person I've become, and the friends who stuck with me through this day. And the new ones that are here to stay. (: Good night fellow bloggers, until another day when I happen to get on the computer. WEST COAST, OUT.